Ive had my up's, and my downs on this game, and recently, the game has lost its spark, nothing could hold my interest, i was only still on it because the friends i had come to know and love. I have alot to say, so if you don't like me, and your going to post a snide and disrespectful comment, just stop reading and post it.
Over the past 2 1/2 years, i have been victim to this games addictive hold. In the last week ive discovered what i left behind, a life and responsibilities. Ive neglected my duties as a student so bad that there is no possible way to fix it.
So due to this and other circumstances, i was forced to drop out. So i've decided to work 2 jobs and fix my life up the best I can. I can't fix it unless i rid myself of the problems that caused it, this is the last one left.
I've met some of the greatest ppl in my life on this game, and i'd be lying if i said i didnt consider them better then some of my irl friends, but with the great ppl, you also have the assholes and nuts talkers, like rob. Enough with the bad stuff about the ppl on nm, since the good obviously outweighs it.
If it wasnt for some of the many friends i made on this game, i'd prob have already killed someone/myself irl, so i owe them more then NM gold can ever repay, i'd just like to say thank you to all those who offered me their friendship, and apologize to all those who offered and i threw it in their face..
Although not alot believe it, i have changed alot over the last 2 yrs, i am no longer the confident, arrogant and conceited noob i once was, now im juss an arrogant, concieted "vet".
For all of you who didn't give a chance to know me, i feel pity for you, because i am truely a loyal and great friend... Jen gave me a chance after 2 years, and i doubt she regrets it... Alot of you judged me without knowing me, which was your biggest downfall, and now that i wont be on a whole lot, and when i am on ill probally be chatting to the friends i made, i won't be trying to make new ones and get sucked back into the game.
I plan on only logging to chat and do events. Nothing else i did before this anyways, but i wont be on as much to chat. I plan on working 2 jobs and finally getting my nuts together, got my priorities straight, for the first time in 3 years...
This is goodbye. I love you all!
lindz since i left you out the last time i planned on quitting, ill give u some <3 here
I love you more then anything, and i hope you find true happiness, i hope your life goes great, you have the potential to do anything you want, and i hope you do what you want, if you ever need someone to talk to, i will always be there for you, i just hope you realize it before its too late..
Peace out, take care, au revoir....
Ed Aka PurpleHaze
