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I just realized something. My brother and I have a lot in common. We’re both hated on 2 different games. He’s hated on revelation, I’m hated on nightmist. Even though I don’t want to admit he’s my brother, he is, I just talked to him, he told what happened with him on Revelation and he gave me an idea. He made a post telling everyone about him self and about letting them know what exactly happened so they cant come up with stupid rumors.
First time I ever saw this game was at my bro’s. He was playing it all day and I saw him talk with his friends and stuff so I thought I should give it a try. I downloaded it and first thing I did was paged Maarten(Angelus). Even though most of you don’t know him or remember him, he was a great guy and a good player. Angelus thought me a lot of stuff about this game, and I learned from my bro too cause I used to watch him play. In a short time I made lots of friends (most of them quit now, and some of them don’t talk to me anymore, but some still are friends). I thought nightmist was a great game, I played it but I was lazy, like I am now. One day I met Kris (not God) and I thought she was a great girl so I shared with her. She played cool for a while then one day when I logged on only to see that all my work on nightmist was stolen. Of course staff didn’t do anything about it cause it was my mistake, and I don’t complain cause it really was. Anyway, one day I met kev, stuff happened and I felt in love with him. It was a stupid mistake, loving someone who doesn’t care about you, or maybe not in the same way. He was a great friend, I could tell him everything about myself, I thought he was the kindest player on nightmist (I’m not saying I was wrong, but maybe I was.).
Me and kev argued a lot, most of the times it would be my fault and it ended by me saying I hate him, even if I didn’t hate him, then I would come back begging for forgiveness. He always took me back and protected me. One day, I did the same thing, only this time the fight wasn’t pretty and I kept myself from coming back and telling him how sorry I am. I didn’t log on nightmist for 2 weeks. It was a normal day till Dany (Parental_Advisory) called me saying “I don’t know if you heard, or if you logged on nm forums recently but… there’s a thread saying kev passed away”. I didn’t actually know what to say because he was my best friend, the person I cared about, and thinking that the last time we talked we had a fight. I defended him when people said he should get banned, and that he sucked, because I knew kev would NEVER do such a thing, lying about his death. I defended him in front of staff and everyone, but did I get a “thank you”? Of course not, all I got was this: “must not have blocked you when deleted, but anyways, as I told u before di, im sick and tired of so-called 'friends' changing their opinions on me and then”. And what did I do other than tell people that he didn’t do anything, cause he… couldn’t. Then bun came along, stuff got more complicated. Next thing I get a memo, a very pretty memo: “A memo from Quark on 12-27-2004 18:16:30 saying good riddance to old trash is all i say, ima change towards you alone now, the things you sent me, ima send on to many others, showing how desperate and pathetic you really are, good riddance, enjoy whatever you can, move from guy to guy as you do best, just DONT EVER contact me in any form ok, I dont have time for people like you.”. I know I was pathetic, but that’s the memo I got from my “best friend”. Of course you guys are going to say that’s not kev, cause of the grammar. But I did talk to kev and he told me he talked to bun on the phone and told him to write that. When everything was going fine, and I wanted to get over the kev thing, bun started talking to me:
A memo from Belief on 01-01-2005 00:06:53 saying: i do have feelings etc.
A memo from Belief on 01-01-2005 00:11:03 saying: i have more feelings than u know about u dont know me infact u dont know anyone from this game apart from dany all i know is the think about kev you sent him these messages putting pressure on him it HURT his feelings telling you he didnt want nothing to do with you ok if anyone has hurt anyones feelings di its you hunny i did try to speak kev into trying to pull you off ed evan ask him that or tom he said no he wanted nothing to do with u dont say i dont try di believe u me i didn.
A memo from Belief on 01-01-2005 00:14:30 saying: t want you to get hurt and i didnt want kev to get hurt but if i have to stand by anyone id have to above anyone on this game id stick by kev id thought u would have relised this by now if it was my choice id have peace on this game but so long as there are people that fight there will not be peace, just leave us all alone and will do the same in return thats the best i can do for you and believe u me i did try to get kev to go back with you ok. Also alot of people say dont you hav.
A memo from Belief on 01-01-2005 00:15:51 saying: e feelings for people i tell them this is a game i have feelings for 5 people on this game sad i know but i do ill name them striaght if u want me to just memo me di and ill memo you the 5 people on this game i actully give a **** about dont go telling me i dont have feelings.I thought it’s just me, but isn’t that a lot of bullnuts, he told me I HAVE to trust him. Who can trust someone that lied to all the nightmist players, who would trust a thief that robbed one of my best friends on this game? Well maybe it’s just me, but I didn’t believe anything he said and I wont no matter how many people tell me it’s true.
Another thing bun lied about, he told me Kev, Alex, Tom and him hate me (I know it’s true now). Tom told me “well look at it this way bun said me alex kev and he didnt like you, so far me and alex like ya ok
so hes half lying ”. So, lost my best friend, with my heart broken, I got this great idea, the only way I’d be happy is getting rid of kev and bun. So, I managed to get their account password (didn’t hack), someone gave it to me (all names will remain secret, and it wasn’t Ed/Bill). I took all their stuff, gave some crits to Bill, and some to other people and the crits that they cared most about sold them for like 1mil each, I bought Snowy back from bill, and kept Belief and Lyetor cause that was the only way they would be pissed off. They all said they would quit, thought they didn’t. So I guess my plan failed. The ONLY thing I’m sorry about is hurting Tom/Alex cause they didn’t deserve any of this. I’m sorry, you guys didn’t do anything but there’s nothing I can do/say to make you guys happy again because I’ll never give the stuff I took back knowing that kev/bun might play even more (thought you guys told me you’d come beat me up irl). And I know they will start playing again after they will read this, but I learned to not care (I had a good teacher). What I tried to do here is clear ed/bill’s name because they didn’t do anything, and if someone offered you some crits wouldn’t you take them (AND NO JEN I’M NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU, cause if I were you, I wouldn’t take them either, who would want to ruin their good staff reputation?).
Oh, and I forgot to say I’m sorry for giving kev a reason to start rumors about me, he told the only person I care about right now some stuff that weren’t true, of course he didn’t believe kev. And kev, I would really want to know when I stripped for on cam, cause I really don’t remember.
I got to admit I don’t deserve most of half my stuff (not counting kev’s crits, or the crits I bought with his gold), the only crit I actually deserve is Sensual, I trained it from 1-30 alone (well I paid kev to train it 15mil). I would like to see this game like it used to be, and I wish players wouldn’t take it so serious (like I do). I know I could never quit nightmist cause it’s kinda my life but I can try pushing myself from it and just log on when I really need to. I’d start to play revelation seeing that my bro wouldn’t mind giving me access to his crits, but I want to start a new game, “a new life”. Or maybe I’ll just make a crit and just start to play nightmist again.
Another thing I would like to say is about JLH and Pandilex. I got to know JLH out side the game a bit and he’s a kind and intelligent person, you all shouldn’t judge him or his decision, after all he is “God” *smiles at JLH*. As for Pandilex, he’s funny and just as smart as JLH and he’s fun to be around. Both of them did great things only by creating this game and we all should just thank them, and maybe we need to help them to make nightmist better, cause they cant do all the work themselves. All the staff put a lot of effort into this game, just to make the players happy. But do we see that? Of course not. We only remember staff exist when someone robs us and we got to moan at JLH “for not doing his job”. As Pandilex said, we’re stupid! Do we think about staff when we move around nightmist, or when we read the description in a room? Doubt it.
Anyway, I guess I should end this seeing as my brother said “Who would read something that long” but I have a weird feeling everyone will. So, in conclusion, what did we learn today? The reason I took kev’s account was for revenge, I got sick of being someone’s toy and to be treated the way I did. I thank kev for what he did for me (like keeping me alive when I wanted to commit suicide.). I did love kev, and I got punished for doing it. You know what they say “What doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger”. I learned a lot from my mistakes and I’ll be careful next time.
I’ll decide what I’ll do with nightmist later. I just thought you all should see the true story so you could stop making up rumors. Thank you, have a nice day.
P.S. English is my second language so be quiet, i know i have mistakes
- A fine speech, Di, but watch the language - Crane
Edited by Crane, 23 February 2005 - 08:24 PM.
